"looking back at what we once had....i have to admit, i put all my trust in you"

even tho i did not show and and say it.
that is that truth.

hi.
summer is almost over.
my summer has been chill.
not that bad.
i thought i was gonna get drunk and hook up with chics all summer.
but i got a g/f. and she changed my life.
i look at the world different now.
its kinda werid.
i always thought that i would always be the same.

but shes in the hospitol. shes been in their for 6 days alreadly.
and she not gonna get out anytime soon.
if i lose her i dont know what im gonna go.
im just so freaked out right now!
i love her alot and would do anything for her.
but i feel like i am reckless and i cant do shit to help her well she is in the hospitol.
but hey she will get better and we will have fun again.

new is lame.
i cant believe i didnt grad.
oh well.
im gonna be done in a few months.
and then im going to college.
ands start my real life.

next monday is my b-day!
im gonna turn 18!
whoa...turning 18 is no big deal.
but hey i get free stuff. haha.
well fuck.
im bored at school right now!

peace out niggas!

i never write in this. cause this shit is lame as fuck!
but yea...ummm...things are going good for me.
well kinda.
i have a g.f! love her alot!
didnt gradurate...but im gonna get it down. no worries!
its hot here! i hate summer! its all about fucking winter!
but yea i think this summer is gonna be fun.
im going to the sounds of the underground tour. thats should be a good time.
ummm...this shits lame.laters!

this is my wife.
we have sex alot!